Echos

Same shit today. It got me mad because the coach was pointing out everything I did wrong. But I listened. He basically pointed out my flaws. I'm weak and I'm not aggressive enough. His voice echoed through and through my head. This little reform that I'm trying to push through does not seem look like its working. Right when I was about to give up, I remembered the people who want me to fail. I told myself, I should not quit until I'm either dead or I'm coach kicks my sorry ass off the team. Anyways besides that, the coach got in a fight with our center. I didn't think Evan should of said anything, but his anger blinded his thought. Even worse, Deandre got in trouble too. He wasn't "mentally" prepared for practice, so he got benched for practice. Then when he was asked if he was ready he shrugged his shoulders as if he didn't know he was or was not ready to play. Pretty bad day, but I leave the past behind, and play for the next day. It seems I need a lot more practice before I can even be up to par with the starters.